Yeah, you’re taking this way too personally. I’m out here explaining how people can justify doing bad things to themselves, and you’re having a whole identity crisis over whether you’re a bad person about it. Look, your personal difficulties excusing your own actions are none of my business.
If you’re not taking this personally, why all the personal questions about my transit habits and finances? It seems like you’re trying to use me as some kind of gotcha for why you don’t have to introspect. Leave me out of it.